簡單的心跳

最近跟好朋友聚會。談天說地, 無所不談。其中一位這一次沒有出席, 因為, 要結婚了。她, 是我其中一位很要好朋友,那麼很自然地, 我當然要支持她, 做她的 “好姊妹” 。
說到這一位好友, 便要提及另一位朋友。從大學畢業後, 我們的聚會總會三個聚在一起. 真心的像一家人一樣。或許這就是真正的朋友吧, 無論有多久不見, 總有談不完的話題, 縱使大家意見不合, 需要時, 就是兩脅插刀, 肩膀相助, 讓你哭個夠。從不是那種膚淺的 “道不同不相為謀”的朋友。我很珍惜這些真心朋友, 亦慶幸自己有他們。

時間就是不留情, 十年不知不覺就過去。大家各自各的走, 結了婚, 有自己的家庭, 有些時候的確會感到距離遠了。

最近, 因為這一位好友結婚, 再一次把忙碌的大家拉在一起。或許是好朋友的那種心靈相通, 他總會在我迷茫的時侯從天而降一個message, 打通你的任督二脈 lol . 一句簡單的“你好嗎”已很窩心, 皆因你知道, 他真的是百忙中抽出這幾秒的時間send你這麼簡單的三個字。 但,當然, 古有的我不會就這樣放過他, 總是會罵他一頓什麼人間蒸發之類的東西。

忽然他又婉轉地給你另一個喜訊, 作為好友的我, 當然是同樣地感到那種什麼歡天喜地, 謝主隆恩之類, 說實在, 我感覺如同發生在自己身上, 很感恩。正當自己還在陶醉在那喜悅，這一次空降的不只是問候，還有一段雜音。我又再發功，問why the heck you sent me such audio file? 回覆是簡簡單單的幾個字：那是他的心跳。
我再聽一次，哭了。
那些被我認為是雜音的，是一個新生命。哭，是喜極而泣。那簡單的心跳，是希望。我這個好友，有些時候不多說話，但說的時候總是很到肉。這次他連話也沒說，便送來無限的希望。

謝謝你，把你最寶貴的跟我分享。

The Big Day

Tho it have been more than a month long ago, somehow, when i remember that night, it still like just happened.

The Big Day probably means wedding day for others, but for Maggie May, not yet 🙂

Aug 3rd 2103. the In-house Pole Dance showcase finally happen. All the performancer’s hard work would finally be shown that night.
Still remember starting in the morning, me and my duo partner were texting to each other about how excited and nervous we were, it is just like we were getting marry or something lol
somehow it is just hard to believe the time flies that fast and the big day come. the first message we had to each other is “OMG! cant believe today is the day!!”  It might sounds a bit too over-exciting to others, but i guess it is just the performancer would understand how it feel. it is about the more than 2 months hard work, the ups and downs we had been thru. the injury we had. and all these finally come to the day.
there is an old saying in chinese 台上三分鐘, 台下十年功.  it kind of meaning ” 10 years hard working before your 3 minutes on stage”

The moment i step into the studio, my hands were so sweaty. it actually the worst thing happen to pole dancer.  it have been a long time i have this feeling, i was getting nervous and seriously need some comfort.  tell me that i can do it! i put loads of dry hands grip to make sure that my hands wont be too slippery and i fall during the performance.
Thanks all my friends who come to the showcase and support me, every single supporting word you guys said to me make me didnt really fall from the pole. By the moment the routine finished, tho its just 3.18m… i honestly scream to myself in my heart and telling myself that i made it!

This is the first Pole dance show case i have, this is the first time you see me dance, perform. Thank you so much for coming. you may not know how much this means to me, but by the moment i saw you in the studio. i Smile and i know i can make it.
Your wink and smile before the music start and i start dancing just the biggest support to me. It tells me “no worries, you can do that.” ❤

Here you go for some pics in that night.

spinning cross Knees release..

lazy butt finally back :P

it have been long since the last post. i wouldnt deny that i am kinda lazy. but just the fingers, mind always busy.

but well, here i am, the maggiemay is back! it is just hard to believe how time flies and now is mid-Sept 2013. one more month, maggiemay gonna be another year older.
People always say over 30 will make people worry, about life, about love, about everything. well, i wouldnt say no to all, but not yes too.  getting older actually just make me realized one thing: enjoy the moment you have, you will never know what is going to happen next. if it’s mean to be, it will be.  This may sounds a bit cheesy, but isnt it true? sometime overthink just make you disappointed, why dont we just go with the flow?

stay tunes. its actually quite a lot happened in the past 1.5 months!

 

Long Exhausted week

Cant believe i had abandoned here for more than a week.  It was just really exhausted week, basically from everything. How many things you actually have to deal with in your daily life?  Oh well, i guess that is still our own choice.  Maybe its just i make my day too busy LOL

Honestly, except work, i am happy for what i busy for. To summarized what had happened in the last week… (it was indeed quite happening 😛 )

Basically i go to my pole dancing studio almost like Everyday! someday i have 3 hours in a row, and can actually feel how tired your whole body was after the class, the moment you lay on bed, you was like “OMG!!!”. But then, thats “Happy Tiring”! Look at what i learned last week !

inverted V (not too successful tho!)

forget the name of the move.. i call it..” walking in the air” LOL

someone please tell me the name of this move 😛

I would say it looks like a party weekend for me. Which is not very common for me to party out that often anymore. After Friday dancing class, we just went for a drink..(ofcoz end up not only a drink LOL). Then… After the Saturday Pole classes, it was the rehearsal for our pole dance showcase, then i decided to go with the girls to the beach since we don’t see the sun for ages!
Guess that my name “Queen of injury” is  not come from nothing. I reckon i have been injured every single month this year.. am i just bad luck?

So…. i was thinking to dip into the water for a while and swim, the stupid beach just real rocky and end up…. i had these knees.. not very nice looking with two big patch stick on my knees after first aid, friend said “it looks like you have an uneven suntan on your knees” LOL

will never swim at the beach again!!!

After beach time, girls just not happy enough for that, and just so co-incidentally the Beer Fest happen in town. So… we end up having this….. Oh well, not ALL for me!!!!

haha thats exactly how my body look like LOL

The long week was ended by the pole showcase practice and a nice vegetarian dinner.  And no doubt, after such a crazy busy weekend… i was just dead in bed when i finally home.  That moment, i whisper to myself ” i love to have a relationship with my bed” LOL

Over the boredom

This week just seems so long and time pass really slow like a snail.. is it because of me or really the sucks weather?

Thanks God that i still have all kind of dancing that brighten up my  life a bit, and all my great dancemates! Aside from pole and all kind of aerial thingy, i still insist my jazz hiphop, the instructor just so much positive energy and fun to dance with. (and coz she is from taiwan, so i can So definitely practice my Mandarin! )

And for sure, thanks my lovely dancemate brought me this little souvenir from Taiwan too. Sorry for those Bloggers who dunno Chinese, the meaning for this is: you can be busy for your dream, but you cant forget your dream coz you are too busy.
At the back of this souvenir, she wrote “Shine on stage 2013”.   A few simple words, but that touched me.

Remember 2 years ago i had this dancing showcase of Street jazz, it named as “Shine on Stage”. i was always looking forward to be shine on stage again this year.  But then for some reason, i am so into Pole dancing now, and take the pole showcase instead.  So, it seems a bit sad that i cannot shine on stage, but then, think about it, i disagree myself and believe that:
As long as you shine, everywhere is your owe Stage.  This year, i am definitely going to “Shine on Pole”.

Another thing that help me over the boredom in office…. ofcoz my fav. Lemon Tea!  This is just simple or maybe kinda consider as junk food, too sugary. but then….. I DONT CARE! i need something to cheer myself up!
(oopppsss please ignore the face that i bite the straw like crazy lol. i know thats a real bad habit 😛 )

CHEERS!!

and my Happy Corner at work : )

Insomnia & Make Up Magic

Insomnia,  is one of the famous bar at LKF area in Hong Kong. Under the same group, they have another bar called “Dust till Dawn” and “All night Long”. Obviously they named the bars pretty well which you can seriously link them together as “People having Insomnia can just go to All Night Long for a drink and hangout until Dust till Dawn”!

In real, having insomnia just like a torture. level 8 out of 10!! I can be the representative and say it loud “having insomnia really no fun!!”.  With the fact that i have to work in the next day and rollin bed until 4.30 (YES!! i really mean it my eyes are wide open until 4.30 in the morning which is not my intention! even i use the eyes mask to cover them up!).
No doubt, i just like a zombie… dark circle eyes with the BIG eye bags, what i can do is… dig up all my eye make up and try to cover how tired i look….

Well, i guess i successfully cheated to everyone afterall. no one ever notice my “dearest Insomnia” with me at all. So… i guess i have to thanks to the make up.
share a bit here.. they are just easy to apply and 20 minutes, DING! ready to leave!

Lancome Mat Miracle 24H – the Top1 foundation in my procession now! the foundation itself just dont give you a very thick feeling on your face and buildable coverage with natural luminosity, flawless finish. what i love this foundation the most is it didn’t oxidise on me throughout the day and holds up quite well, I still look relatively fresh by the end of the day.

Lancome Mat Miracle 24H

Another MUST BRING ALONG with is the Urban Decay Eyes Primer, just apply before your eyeshadow for more vibrant CREASE-FREE color that lasts for 24 hours.

Urban Decay Eyes Primer

Next, after the primer, just a simple glittering eye shadow. BOURJOIS Paris is one of my fav. It is really easy to use, just wipe a bit on your eyelid, DING DING! you got the shiny shiny eyes for the whole day!

Bourjois eyes shadow

Last but ofcoz not the least, the eyeliner! I always have the issue of using liquid eyeliner, but then trust me! The Linequeen from Japan is just like drawing and filling color! Mega easy and another good thing is .. its cheaper than a lot of other brand, but easy and long lasting!

Linequeen strong black eyeliner

OOppps!! i have to run for the Pole dance class now! share more when i back home tonight! see you Bloggers xxx

TGIF!

It just have been a really long week, so i am just simply happy that FRIDAY finally come!! After the hectic crazy working day, it is just perfectly good to have a nice big gathering with loads of stupid laughing and follow the drinking session. Not that i am alcoholic but im guessing we kind of agree drinking can somehow make people relief~~~~~

After so long, meeting old time buddies make me laugh out loud so bad, the evening just filled with lots of fun and stupid jokes, looks like we are all under too much pressure from work or just out from the mental hospital or something LOL
In fact, i truly believe we all 20 people just missing out each other too much and non-stop talking for like 6 hours at least.

As we are going to that kind of buffet style dinner, those guys just act like the sashimi are free of charge. Seriously, this is just one big plate that i can fit into the camera, it actually had 3 more plates behind the scene. lol

people, no worries, not that i finished all these. i think…. these are for 10 people at least. lol

Age is definitely not a secret for me, and as a 31 years woman, staying out till 6am is really a big thing for me. LOL
so, not too surprise that the day after, i am just like a zombie and crawl everywhere instead of using “walk”.
(and this blog piece should have post last night as i have named it as TGIF, but then i was just dead on bed when i back home. so… one day late! haha!)

Since i am just being really lazy today and didnt really move my ass much. So, i must go and do 50 more sit up now and kick out those sashimi in my tummy!

Grand Opening!

Hello Bloggers!

Since the old blog which i have been written years ago when i was at singapore, haven’t really seriously pick up my pen and write much. It may cause of losing the inspiration thing or just too lazy lol
Not talking about the chinese hand writing getting worse and looks like drawing now, indeed, i feel like i start forgetting vocabulary in English and how to write quite a lot of chinese characters, also bad in spelling.  Truly believe that i should have back to the track and start this thing again.  (i know actually typing isn’t really help much for the chinese writing, but… at least i slow down the process of forgetting the characters lol )

Here will just be a safe place for me to expressing myself about all kind of stuffs happen in my life. And cause of i am a 200% Chinese, this blog will be in Chinese or English randomly, just flow with the mood when i am writing.

I always like taking pictures and even print them out still, it is just because i believe every single moment that can capture under the lens is unique and will not happen again, i like to capture the memories just like that, preserve them.

Same thing, writing this blog just like preserving my life. As the Blog title, its the Bit n Piece of MaggieMay.

So, i hope everyone of  you will enjoy reading this and feel free to shoot any comment.

Stay Tunes! 開張大吉!